I have a friend who greets the
question, “How are you today?” with this response. “Well, I woke up this
morning on the right side of the grass. I’m grateful.” I usually chuckle with
him because he reminds me that being alive is a gift.
The problem is that every day is
not filled with joy. April and May for my family and me were filled with tough
days. As my sisters and I walked with our precious mother on her cancer journey
to death, there were days when I didn’t want to open God’s daily gift of life.
Exhaustion made the simplest task difficult. My heart ached for my Mom, who
endured excruciating pain. Looking back, I know those days were also filled
with “God’s Amazing Grace”. Those weeks were a “Holy Time”. God filled them
with the privilege of physically caring for my Mom, with laughter in the midst
of misery, with conversations about life and death, with strength to continue.
A parcel, no matter how beautifully
wrapped, is not truly a gift until it is received and opened. Some days we want
to refuse God’s gift of life because it’s difficult. Those feelings are natural
and normal. On those days, we need to remember that always, God is with us. Trust
that even when life is messy God has given us a day filled with “Amazing Grace”.
Make a point of opening your eyes and heart to the Grace God has in store for
you on even the greyest of days.
1 comment:
Have you read one thousand gifts? Ann Voskamp talks about Hard Eucharisteo which is exactly what you described
Blessings
Jan
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